Still no job as yet, I'm getting used to rejection, or in fact, simply being ignored.

I have finished my Lennon biography when I should be reading booksforschool I must not, I must NOT slash the Beatles, that is like slashing Jesus wtf?!

So if anyone wants any Beat-les songs, I'll upload them for ya, cos I have no life, even though RIGHT NOW (or in 20 mins or so) I'm going to din dins with teh super!mini!GRAN and teh mini!MOTHER eek! LOL

Also, does anyone know why I have been friended by frandz...um...am I Russian? haha да, которым я являюсь, я дурачил Вас !

*loves all*

I'm feeling slightly less pathetic today XD
My gran is here, she cracks me up, being less than 5 foot tall, more than 85 years old and still very scary and strong.

I haven't talked to Red today, but I really think it was a case of me overreacting and just in general angst over fandom issues..and issues in general HAHAH I just have no confidence in any of my abilities at the mo...also lack of sleep and LACK OF COFFEE BABEH! Blah I must try to be less paranoid about things!

The Beatles doing Shakespeare, John as a woman and Paul as his lovely lover...(and Ringo as a Lion)..is love.

I'm really sad.
I can hear people being sick outside my window
My brother moved out of home today in a stress paddy
I just had a disagreement/misunderstanding with redleaf0
I have writer's block
I don't have any money or a job
I can't sleep
I think I'm falling out of love with my fandom even though paradoxically I kinda love it more than ever
I'm just sick of all this shit
I hate people that whine in their Ljs
The end

HAHAHA whatever I'm just being a sad old insomniac...

I love http://youtube.com/ and chibbeatles I really do...hours of fun...

So I'm off down south for a week, will they understand me down there, or will they mock me for my Yorkshire ways? ;-)

I promise...(eek) when I come back there will be writings of some sort, either here or at narnia_wham. I'm taking my yellow notebook and my stripey pen, I'm hoping the isolation from technology of any kind will inspire me to come over all old fashioned productive-type-thing...

I have nothing good to share...ooh maybe I'll see the boys when I'm in London? Really no, Cus, stop being a stalker plskthx.

Missing and loving to all! *kisses*

I blame the increasing cramps in my stomach and back and something to do with estrogen? for my sudden need for indulgent nonsensical irrelevant non original picspam of beauty that maybe only I want to see right now but yeah, the tummy needs it!

( something about the bright side? )

So I'm somewhat half way through finals doomdom...but yeah now my hand is cramped so much-like hello! *waves* who uses a pen in the 21st century? lolz

By Friday I will be free-in the sense that then I'll have to look for a job to occupy over the summer when I'm not reading/writing gay/trying to get fit and tanned...I'm thinking maybe LUSH? Or will the smell overpower if I was in there for an entire day?-I don't want to lose my sensitive nose!XD But then again...free bath bombs?

Or maybe I'll just go to the library and start shelving books...I figure if I'm persistent enough theyll eventually let me stay and maybe slip me a couple of twenties under the counter IT'S LITERATURE SABOTAGE!!! Moo haha...

and this is completely random but I just love Will Young, probably no one else will know who Will Young is but la! I am trying to give myself therapy to figure out why the men I find attractive most often turn out to be gay..hmmm...( *giggles* )
oh and I now own all bear related icons in the world ever thankyou...who remembers gummiberry juice?

Not to be a self pimper or anything:

narnia_wham is now open!!!

Please join if you wish...we shall be posting friends locked pics of naked Skan next week ;-)

Disclaimer: I may be lying to get you to visit us..but you will find somekindof porn I promise!!! MOoHaHA

I love the new Muse song has anyone heard it?

I need to go food shopping...how can I make that interesting? XD

( random Dom *sticks out tongue* )

It's really hot here yay-but that just makes it SO hard to revise!

You know what I really fancy? One of those caramel fraps from starbucks...yummeh...

Everyone's prob seen this already...I was looking for it though-those pics of Skan et al on the sofa when georgie does her little dance? Turns out we get to hear that lovely story of Skan and the women's underwear all over again..which for me, never gets old....Lol

Oh and I can't resist looking at this pic...It kinda freaks me out because Anna (?) has such tiny hands...and it really is like ( some kind of group smoosh-squish.. )

I want to adopt Skan's kittens...and I REALLY need a new summer-y layout...*meep*?

ETA: I love how this location puts me at a Red Sox game! Score!

Zomg I wrote this didn't I? (without the girls)

( Who came up with 'Girl's talk' as a name for a mag? )


Skandar needs to buy some new clothes ;P

ROUND UP!!! ANYBODY WHO IS NOT ENTIRELY AN IDIOT AND FAMILIAR WITH NARNIA SLASH [sockofnethertm]


the when: Friday 5th May 1am GMT (and then late into the night whoo hoo)
the where: Yahoo! Messenger (seems to be the best solution so far)
the how: just add me? custardbear0...or....silmarillion_ciobanu (sock)...or just comment here with your username and I'll add you!

Remember-it doesn't take long to download yahoo! and if you have trillian (edmund is allergic) you don't even need to do that!

We can discuss anything you want, trade writing ideas, squee over Edmund, think up new uses for Peter's sword, beat up Will, count Skan's freckles....

Hope to see you there!!!

It's not that I don't have better things to do...http://www.lovetest.com/

( LoveTest Results for: Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie )

So yesterday I was reading this article on butt sex-or Analingus (yes they called it that). And all the way through they kept saying stuff like:

When you partner inserts their fingers, it may feel like when you have a BM...

and
When your partner enters you, imagine you're having a BM...most people think they tense up when they have BM but they actual relax...

and
I COULD NOT for the life of me think what BM stood for...I was thinking: is this a gay sex act previously unknown to me? Something to do with blowing? Somthing to do with members?

BUT then....
half way through QI I had an EUREKA! moment...I stood up and yelled BOWEL MOVEMENT!!! HOLY WTF? then lou told me to sit down and shut up so I did.

I knew I loved Steven Fry for a reason.

They also wrote this (and I may be paraphrasing): DO NOT insert anything into your arse that DOESN'T have a flared end, unless you want to end up in the emergency room-now is it me-or does something with a FLARED END sound just the thing to warrant a trip to A&E/ER/george clooney????!!!

I can't believe I just wrote this

EdIT:EL-Gay posted this three times XD I think it hates me oh yesh

(There's a chance no one but Banana Sandwich, I mean suborbital will know what I'm on about but nevermindy)

So as the great month of R draws to a close, I finally bring you um...somekindof inspiration/celebration...

( Here is our party soundtrack )

( Here are the pictures I will hang on the wall )

I have a feeling I haven't made proper use of this R marlarkey, can we extend this into next month *sniff*-or shall we make May the month of NC-17???!!! *falloverinthecorner*

Just a quick many happy returns of the day to one half of the loveliest pair in the world ;-)...Mr William Moseley is 19 today...Whoo hoo! lol

Break out the candles-

Just a pic-nothing hq-just the first time I realised this boy was something ( special )

This is very weird but interesting and for some bizarre reason I was cracking up through MOST of it...

[WARNING: incest/gayness/thedadfromdawson'screek inside]-is that a warning or an ad? Hmm




I'm off to get coffee now...I still haven't had any and it's almost lunch time-yikes

And it's Anzac day-remember.

Title: Series: Edmund Pevensie's Schooldays Part 5/?: Close eyes, open heart
Pairing: Peter/Edmund
Rating: PG
Summary: An interval, an aftermath, a small diversion from plot (XD)
Disclaimer: All made up, Whetstone is not a real place, none of the characters (except Ed and Peter of course) are based on anyone.
Warnings: Very short chapter, incest, schoolboys
Dedicated:To the one and only suborbital who is wonderful beyond words

( open me )